[[ welcome to my life ]]

2006-07-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

I guess its time to blog before blogger actually decides to delete my long forgotten account. Heh. Yups and after 4 months of hardcore slacking and waiting and waiting and waiting for my application to the SPF. Finally I have been accepted to the police academy and it has been 2 weeks since i started training. The new police academy is at choa chu kang, which is like damn far away, but fortunately or unfortunately I had had to stay in 5 days a week machiam like go NS. Cab home from there is like 24 bucks! Can someone come and fetch me home every friday evening?!! I give you 24 hugs and kisses! LOL!

Anyway the first week was like hell! Everyday do physical training and cant really sleep well in new environment! And the worst is time passes really slow in there. Ended up with headaches and muscle aches everywhere.

But now slowly trying to adapt to the lifestyle inside the camp, and second week seems to pass faster with a batch of new siao char bor. Haha anyway hopefully able go through 6 months peacefully, cos its only the second week and 1 of my squad mates hurt his knee, 1 sprain ankle, 1 fever, 1 muscle pull, 1 feet full of blisters until cant walk, and just today, the book out day, 1 guy dislocated his arm and was sent to NUH and what's next? GOD BLESS ME!

Oh yah, saw one of my poly school mates there for NS.
He asked me: Hey what you doing here?
Me: For NS lor.
He: Huh?
Me: Duh.. regular trainee for police officer lah.

Need I say more?...Haha today first time in my whole life do over 300 jumping jacks continuously without stopping! Crazy right?! Haha of cos got cheat abit, if not can die! Now you know why I never attend netball training this 2 weeks. But I still wanna get in touch with netball, maybe next week ba!

2006-05-26T12:48:00.000+08:00

It's the 2nd time I puke on VODKA! Yucks! I gonna hate vodka forever!

The 1st time was when the swordies and company checked in a hotel for just some gathering. We played some poker card games and the loser would have to drink. And obviously I was the big loser! I threw up after drowning myself with 6 cups (the cup is only those type of disposable plastic cups lor) of vodka with orange/ribena. Someone else also puked other than me. So I thought it was the laska we previously ate. Laska cannot mix with alcohol? I think that's rubbish. But I just need to convince myself that I can hold alcohol!

And last night I transformed into a merlion once again, after drinking one pathetic cup of burning vodka with a bit of the ribena syrup and alot of ice! As usual I would like to find fault with other things other than my weak stomach. The next thing comes to my mind was the antibiotics I was consuming after dinner. I asked myself - "Can antibiotics mix with alcohol?" I went to yahoo search and put down 'anitbiotics and alcohol'...

Despite a commonly held belief that antibiotics and alcohol don't mix, it is only necessary to avoid drinking alcohol when taking some types of antibiotics. (I was thinking am I going to die of alcohol poisoning?! LOL choy!)

BUT

Another website shows otherwise...

Myth: You should never drink alcohol when you're taking antibiotics.

Truth: Do you even remember the first time you heard this one? Chances are you don't. This is a deep- rooted and often-perpetuated myth. But the fact is, there's no good reason to avoid alcohol when you're taking antibiotics. Besides, you have to wash them down with something, right?

*Thinking* So am I still dying?!

Whatever it is I don't think I will take alcohol ever again, especially VODKA! That nauseous feeling really suck like hell! I want to admit to myself - HUISHAN YOUR STOMACH CANNOT TAKE ALCOHOL!

2006-05-22T04:39:00.000+08:00

Wah! Went clubbing again on sat! Second time in a week! Previously went on wed with sec school mates to yet again, MOS. Don't know why those don't usually go club ones now become chiong-ster! You all know who you are, don't need to expose. LOL!

Actually I don't really fancy clubbing. Thinking of what to wear already gives me headache! And i hate puting on make-ups lor! (Anyway I'm pretty enough, don't need make-up. LOL don't puke!) I rather wear what the guys are wearing! So comfortable! Can anyone tell me why skirts aren't designed for guys too? *Imagine Eric wearing skirt* Not bad what~ Haha! I think I am very MAN! Maybe I was born the wrong gender! LOL craps. Anyway I ended up wearing the same top to club but luckily with a different group of people! So if any of these groups wants to go clubbing again, please come shopping with me first!

But then again, YES, clubbing can be fun too especially with BIG BIG groups and HIGH HIGH people! A note to everyone - HIGH here means high and crazy NOT high and emo! (High but anytime can breakdown and cry type is a no-no. I bring you go void deck cry better.) One can affect all.

It so happens that on sat one person low, all start to low. But fortunately, wo bu shi gen ta men hen shou, especially Eric! LOL So it doesn't really matter cos it didn't really affect me. Jialing and me were actually quite in mood for clubbing but since everyone so low we pretended to be low awhile too! Cos we paiseh to high alone! One for all, all for one. LOL

Now you all know when is the right time to ask me go chiong. BIG group and HIGH people hor! If you are feeling emo please don't ask me go clubbing, but I can be your listening ear plus a shoulder to cry on and free tissues from me! It's a special package, buy my ear and shoulder get 1 free tissue! Lelong Lelong~

Is LIFE meaningless?

2006-05-14T17:51:00.000+08:00

Recently I've been thinking and discussing about why life is so meaningless but I still couldn't get myself a satisfied answer. So I concluded in my MSN personal message that: Life is indeed meaningless... Then Ron came and chatted with me...

rOwdEes. XXIV says:
life is meaningless?
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
LOL dont u think so?
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
wad makes u say tat leh
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
coz we put in effort do so many things. then in the end we still die
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
then we end up with nothing
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
so like abit meaningless
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
LOL
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
well
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
i like to think tat wad we get during our lifetime we dont bring with us to our deaths. but we pass'em on to our next generation and hope tat it will benefit them..
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
tats how we'll be remembered and thus live forever.
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
so we are living for the sake of next generation??
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
wah lao i still think its stupid
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
LOL
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
lol
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
i think
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
we live to fulfil our dreams and desires to get tat satisfaction tat we want.
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
but do u think we always dont get what we want?
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
meanwhile times goes by and after we accomplished wad we set out to do we're pretty much near death haha.
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
yea..but i think everything takes time
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
so we wont get it now but so long as we really wan it we'll get it in the end
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
hehe
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
den
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
we'll be dying and hope tat wad we have can be pass down and hope tat we'll be remembered etc etc
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
no lor. sometimes when its not fated to get what u want. no matter how much effort n time u put in. u still wont get it. cos its your destiny
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
hmmm
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
wad is it tat u want
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
tat u feel u cant get
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
and the funny thing is..i dunno what i want
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
i just think that life is meaningless lor
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
coz maybe we are always not satisfied with what we have
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
ahaha
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
tats the thing
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
because of that feeling we'll always be trying to get something until there comes a point in ur life where u are finally for the next stage in life where u think abt all u've done and decide whether u are satisfied or not
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
for example
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
lets say i wanna open a small restaurant
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
i spent ten long years working for it den when i've done it..i wan more
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
i wan to expand
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
more outlets
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
bigger space
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
i keep wanting more till when im 99years old
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
hehe.
x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
then?
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
and i finally cannot move anymore and lay down on my bed
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
i start thinking
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
wad is it tat i've done with my life
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
and i see the massive food establishment..all mine.
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
i think back to wad i set out to achive
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
and realised tat i've done it
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
maybe not exactly as i wanted it to be but i've done it
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
and best part is it'll live on...without me
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
kept alive by my family and kids
rOwdEes. XXIV :: says:
for years to come
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
this type is those lucky ones who has done everything he can b4 he dies la
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
then those not so lucky ones leh
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
well..THATS the meaning in life
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
and usually not all pple so lucky one lor
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
to survive and thrive
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
its true tat not everyone is so lucky
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
but lets say if i was a very pathetically poor man
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
haha u are
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
(which i think i am)
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
damn u
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
LOL!!!!
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
lol
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
i would probably wan to live and work towards improving my status. earn more money. get a decent life, job, and family
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
accomplish tat and i would already be a successful person
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
den..
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
i would really be something if i can give my kids the opportunity, to be who wad they wan to be
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
through education proper upbringing etc etc
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
or..if i started out being tat pathetically poor man tat i am and still wan to have a restaurant
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
what if that man is fated to have a poor life till his death?
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
den i'll probalby work my ass off and still wont make it
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
but!
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
i'll be working my way towards being IN a restuarant and if fate has it tat i shall die without owning one then at least i know i tried and who knows, perhaps in so doing i have given my kids a head start in fulfiling tat dream
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
maybe something he had done in his last life. that he has to repay this life by having such a poor life
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
of course not every person has the privilege of having kids tat share the same dreams so it all depends
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
haha
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
ermm
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
hmm
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
anyway u believe in past life next life thing??
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
not really
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
u do?
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
so if u are controlled by destiny so whats the point of living man?
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
i dun understand sia
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
LLOL!!!
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
ok
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
den it all depends on u
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
either u choose to believe in letting destiny run its course OR dun believe in such things and find u're own destiny
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
so its either u believe in fate or u dun
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
to me i find tat this two ideals go a very long way
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
believe u also do this dun believe also do this
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
same thing lor wheather u believe or not
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
oh no no no
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
if u believe den u'll constantly be asking ur self the meaning in life
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
dun believe
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
and u'll be constantly thinking of how to get wad u wan
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
i dun believe in leaving things up to fate
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
so i'm always planning and thinking of my next move to getting wad i wan
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
i dun need to worry if i've done something wrong in a life i never knew or towards a 'higher power' i never met
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
so its a very big diff on ur mentality i guess
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
to me..i think tat believeing in fate makes life more difficult
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
and makes a person weaker
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
aiyoh why u think until so much
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
lol
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
well..tats wad i think
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
haha
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
i think whether there is fate or not. i will still try to get what i want
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
den why fret over it
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
so theres something u wan rite
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
so theres meaning in YOUR life
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
no like i said in the beginning..coz we put in effort do so many things. then in the end we still die
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
then we end up with nothing
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
so like abit meaningless
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
hehehe
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
u think the end justifies the means?
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
so life is a process? but not the destination?
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
everybody already knows their final destination
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
its either in a box or in a jar
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
lol
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
so why let that determine wad u do
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
life is process
rOwdEes. XXIV says:
tats why its called living a life
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
LOL ok then continue to live

I hate to say this, but there's one thing I have to agree with him. Maybe the end does not justify the means. Everyone will sooner or later end up the same way as anyone else. So maybe I shouldn't think of how we will end up losing everything but to think back of how colourful my life is when it is about to end. Life is about the process not the destination, so it is up to one to make it a beautiful and a meaningful one.

2006-05-10T00:18:00.000+08:00

I think I'm going to have fever soon. Yup! The WORLD CUP FEVER! Wahaha... not funny arh?! Ok anyway, am really excited for the world cup in the whole of June! Woohoo~ Can anyone guess which team i am supporting?! (-_- LOL dun need to guess right, so obvious!) But it's kind of SIAN cos anybody and everyone else is supporting ENGLAND lor. And my next fav team is not qualified! DENMARK where'd you go? I miss you so~ Haiyah they are just suay can!

Anyway, England's grouping is with Paraguay, Sweden and Trinidad & Tobago. Hmm they should be able to top the table and go second round lah. If not, I've got nothing to say. Rooney might miss the first match due to his injured foot. Not very sure if he still can play for England! Scary~! Cos I think England cannot go far without him! Though I don't like him but I still want England to win man!

So anyone wanna catch any matches (preferably England matches) please feel free to jio me out to cafes, coffee shops, your place or anywhere with SCV channel 27 & 28 and best if got BIG BIG screen and AIR-CON! LOL Omg can't wait man! First England match kicking off on 10 June 9pm!

All the best to ENGLAND!

2006-05-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

Sharon gives me 15 reasons why I should be EXCITED to see her!
While we were on MSN...

sHu_juAn says:
r u xcited to see mi
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
why shld i
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
LOLLLL
sHu_juAn says:
there is alot of reason to that question
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
u more excited rite
sHu_juAn says:
u sure u wan mi to name all out
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
name lor
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
see wat the hell u can say
sHu_juAn says:
i only speak heaven language~ FUCKING CB HELL language i dunno
sHu_juAn says:
1. u r excited to see mi. DUN CHEAT DUN LIE DUN BLUFF N DUN NEED TO EXPLAIN
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
violentttttttttttttt
sHu_juAn says:
2. ITS been so long since the last time we met. U MISS ME
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
then
sHu_juAn says:
3. WHeN I SAE U MISS ME .. it means there are more reasons to it
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
huh???
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
chim
sHu_juAn says:
4. YOU Miss my chuBBYy face. so u r xcited
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
chiminology
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
then
sHu_juAn says:
5. you cant wait to C ONE BIG Pimple on my nose again or wherever it is exposeD!
sHu_juAn says:
5. you cant wait to laugh at my fat ass
sHu_juAn says:
i mean 6.
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
lol then
sHu_juAn says:
7. you cant wait to laugh at my fat thighs
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
WAHAHAHHA then
sHu_juAn says:
8. you cant wait to laugh at my fat arms
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
LOL i really laughing now!!!WAHAHAHAHA
sHu_juAn says:
9.you cant wait to laugh at my fatty tummy
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
from 6 onwards its correct!!!
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
lol!!!!
sHu_juAn says:
10. you cant wait to laugh at my douNNle chin
sHu_juAn says:
*douBBLE
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
anymore??
sHu_juAn says:
ya
sHu_juAn says:
11. you are eager to see how an evil cow can EAT my lovely grassy haIR
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
i laugh cant stop!!!!! how!!!
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
LOLLLLLL
sHu_juAn says:
12. tat another reason u miss me cos i make u laugh
sHu_juAn says:
WooOOO
sHu_juAn says:
13. u love mi
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
6-11
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
correct
sHu_juAn says:
14. wait til u see mi u know certain things are aint explanablE
sHu_juAn says:
...
sHu_juAn says:
wait i go 1-5
sHu_juAn says:
i forgot
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
the rest its u miss me
sHu_juAn says:
ruBBISH
tell u not to lie liao right
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
oh sorry i din know i lying
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
thankSSS youSSS
sHu_juAn says:
there it goes again 15. i will aways be there to let u know u r lying
sHu_juAn says:
aiyoh
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
wah sehhhhhh
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
wah all correct leh
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
how dun expose meeee!!!!
sHu_juAn says:
nvm
sHu_juAn says:
i expose 15 only
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
later i shy how?!!!
sHu_juAn says:
still got millions of them i haven sae out
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
wah
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
!! u mean still got
sHu_juAn says:
u so thick skin
sHu_juAn says:
of cos
sHu_juAn says:
sHu_juAn says:
there is alot of reason to that question
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
ok wait till u can think of somemore i grow old liao
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
i need leave house at 1.45
sHu_juAn says:
go go go
.x][sHaN][x. SponsoredByNikidas says:
haha byeeeee!!!!!

Hmm.. I think this entry is very bo liao and pointless! Except that now you know sharon has fatty body, double chin and yummy grassy hair! LOL!!!

Anyway, anyone has temp job lobangs please let me know! Best is no need make up and no need serve customers. Just let me sit there shake leg and wait for money to drop from heaven! There is such a job okay! That's what we do previously. Hee thanks! =p

2006-04-26T16:15:00.000+08:00

This friday is suppose to be my last day of work. But yesterday when I reached the office (10 mins late)..

Xiaoser: Eh, today last day of work leh.

Me: Huh! Really not?! Don't bluff lah.

Xiaoser: Really. Foo Sheng say one.. blah blah..

Feel so diao -_- Like so sudden, last day know its the last day of work! Don't know should be happy or not. Everyday slack at home also bo liao, go out also bo liao. Best is no income no pocketmoney! Then went home from work..

Me: Mummy I today last day of work leh.

Ma: Huh why so fast?! You kena sack izzit?!

Me: -_- No lah maybe now event going to over then nothing for us to do liao. (Took out a bottle of red wine from bag)

Ma: (Saw the red wine) Sure or not?! You steal from company then kena sack one right?!

Me: -_- The red wine company give one lah!

Ma: Izzit? I thought you steal then kena caught..

Anyway, it's also good that I'm finally free from that stupid place! Almost everyone in that office got attitude problems, sick in the brains, mood swings and split personalities! There are only 2 normal beings out of 50 people in that company! (Exclude us of cos! We're always the perfect human role model! LOL) How sad right?!

Oh yah! Received the police letter liao, went for 1st round selection liao.. Now help me pray for the next, 2nd round interview letter! I heard there are 3 rounds of interviews lor! Please please please let me get through!!!

Now, go enjoy life first! :)

2006-04-26T15:44:00.000+08:00

Who's to say what's impossible?
Well they forgot this world keeps spinning
And with each new day
I can feel a change in everything
And as the surface breaks reflections fade
But in some ways they remain the same
And as my mind begins to spread its wings
There's no stopping curiosity

[CHORUS(: ]
I want to turn the whole thing upside down
I'll find the things they say just can't be found
I'll share this love I find with everyone
We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's song
I don't want this feeling to go away

Who's to say I can't do everything?
Well i can try, and as I roll along I begin to find
Things aren't always just what they seem

[CHORUS(: ]
I want to turn the whole thing upside down
I'll find the things they say just can't be found
I'll share this love I find with everyone
We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's song

This world keeps spinningAnd there's no time to waste
Well it all keeps spinning spinning
Round and round and upside down

Who's to say what's impossible and can't be found
I don't want this feeling to go away

Please don't go away
Please don't go away
Please don't go away

Is this how it's supposed to be?
Is this how it's supposed to be?

Jack Johnson - Upside Down

2006-04-08T19:46:00.000+08:00

I am very unhappy today! =(

Morning quarrelled with mum then got pissed off by some people in the office! Feel like slapping people! I've got to work long hours till late night almost everyday. I miss all my friends! Hai.. &

Mr Postman where is my Police Academy letter?!

2006-03-08T02:55:00.000+08:00

Yuppie! I'm sure most of you should know i'm back from Taiwan already. Basically conquered Taipei, Hua Lien, Kao Xiong and Tainan. LOL The main activity at Taiwan is EAT, EAT, EAT!! Went to popular Taiwan night markets. Everything was yummy yummy except for eating live jumping prawns! All thanks to the intro from Eric's cousin! (Machiam Fear Factor) My first reaction was to chew it thoroughly before swallowing it, making sure it's dead before it enter my stomach! I don't want any live creature swimming inside me! Haha All was fun except for the travelling part. Especially the 5 hours train ride from Hua Lien to Kao Xiong. Zzz..

Eric's relatives are all extremely heart-warming. Some of them actually took off from boyfriend and work to bring us running around everywhere the whole day. They even paid for everthing! Our hotel accommodation at Taipei, train tickets and our 5-meals-per-day meals! We tried shoving money to them but we failed everytime. Once, we even gain money when we actually succeeded in footing the bill first! I actually realised how grudging Singaporeans are. I think my relatives would never even bother to entertain my friends. Haha does this apply to Singaporeans or only to my relatives? LOL

Haha I think I've finish with the summary and conculsion. For further day-to-day detailed details, go read diana's blog ba! LOL (okay I know i'm lazy)

Oh yah, another joyous matter! My dear swordie no.4 is attached!! Away awhile only, missed out so many stories liao!

2006-02-13T11:04:00.000+08:00

Have you ever met a boyfriend (can be a friend's bf or anyone) who is so atrociously insecure, horrendously over-protective and worst, SERIOUSLY lack of trust! (What's love without trust?) This is the worst case scenario I ever seen. I've got a story to tell...

Before I start the story, let me change the names of the male and female lead. Hmm... Patrick the beast and Jane the pitiful soul. I don't know why but I just hate the name, Patrick.

Ok Jane is a dear friend of mine whom I suppose we can be friend no more. Jane is a bubbly and fun-loving girl who often gave the wrong first impression. Nevertheless, we still became a group of good buddies. Before long, I found out from her that there is actually hatred between her current friends and her bf, Patrick. I remembered asking her why, but she auto-rejected me. -_- (Maybe she could not explain herself)

As time goes by, our friendship grew as well as the hatred for Patrick that I could not understand earlier. Each time Patrick rang her phone, he always had a set of standard question...

Eg.
Ring ring~...
Jane: Hello
Patrick: Where are you?
Jane: Toilet.
Patrick: For what?
Jane: To pee. (Me eavesdropping: Duh~ *roll eyes*)
Patrick: With who?
Jane: xxx, xxx, and xxx

Sometimes when he's not satisfied with Jane's answer, they ended up arguing over the phone. (Heh, eavesdropping again) Her friendster account was deleted by Patrick along with MSN contacts and even contacts from her phonebook. Once, he even got her to change her mobile number. Girl friends or guy friends, he condemns everyone around her, as long as they're human.

Jane is not allowed to go out with her friends unless she gets his permit which was hardly ever approved. Commonly, she could not turn up for occasions worth celebrating over. We were all hopelessly mad at him and we couldn't do anything about it. If only cursing and swearing would help. (=x we are actually very demure) *Displays innocent face*

And these are not all, despite the intolerable behavior given by him, Jane still love him so much so that she's even willing to eat cockroaches for him. (Exaggerating la, just don't know how to describe her love for him. You know what I meant can liao.) She has done REALLY a lot for Patrick, but he doesn't seem to appreciate it. Things that we would actually turn les for her. LOL! Kidding!

In a recent incident, a group of us was banned from Jane over the issue of TRUST which we believe that it was darn horrendous. Patrick then forced Jane to delete our numbers and banned her from speaking to us! WTH?! (Obviously, she was still speaking to me cos she told me that. LOL) But she kept quiet most of the time which was unlike her.

It was the last day we can officially get together, I wonder when we would ever have the chance to meet again. Maybe... NEVER?

[If Jane* happens to read this, firstly, sorry for calling you Jane cos I think it really sounds weird on you! LOL! Secondly, I think you've found out that I secretly love to eavesdrop your conversation with Patrick*. Haha! *Turns serious* Whether or not we can continue to be friends, I want to let you know that I've treasured the friendship between us and you've been a great friend of mine! I know you had already tried your best! *Shouts over* "Don't cry arh!" Smiley =)]

Today Marks the End of School

2006-02-10T21:46:00.000+08:00

Surprisingly, this is my first entry of the year. Have been missing in action since Nov. =x I'm really lazy to blog nowadays. Only few people read my blog anyway. Lol.

Yup! Today is the last day of school, been looking forward to this day until the day itself, somehow I feel quite lost of what to do next and at the same time feeling that I'm going to lose something. It's quite saddening actually as this might be the last day of my life being a student. Imagine you have to work the rest of your life.. No work = No money = Go and die. -_- Alright, worrying thoughts aside.. Toto, 4D = Millionaire! *Day dreaming* Haha ok shall look forward to activties next week and of course after exams! Will be flying off to Taiwan with my classmates! How excited?! =)

"Oh my guy comes first"

2005-11-12T17:52:00.000+08:00

Have you come into a situation where actually you and your friends plan to meet up on this particular day which you all decided weeks ago. And when the day comes, one of your friends came up to you and said,

"Oh sorry i can't meet up with you all cos i'm meeting him already."

Or "Sorry he said i cannot go out with you all."

and many many other similar stuff like that. These are just some of the clearer examples. I am not shooting anyone, I am just saying about it generally. I am just getting pissed off by stuff like that. If you know it yourself that you won't be able to make it then don't make empty promises. Totally pissed off by those who worship boyfriends like GOD! Making themselves look like, "Oh i can't live without him". In other words, those who put boyfriends in front of everything else.

I am not saying that your guys are not important, its that you should balance up your life with him, friends, family and even work. Saying this for the good of those who are guilty. If this goes on, sooner or later you'll realise that friends would leave you one by one - its a fact. So think about it.

New Blogskin

2005-10-26T22:30:00.000+08:00

Yay! Back with a new blogskin! Plain and simple.
Yupz. Having attachment now in the airport.
Waking up at 6.30 every morning and
reaching home at 7.30 every night.
So routine now is work eat sleep work eat sleep...
Making me feeling restless every single day!
I would rather go to school. :(((
One more month to go!
Time will pass in a flash! :)

2005-10-03T20:32:00.000+08:00

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

Fix You- Coldplay

2005-09-13T01:15:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps! I was told about this interesting blog where a group of uni girls went finding out the moral wrongs of internet meetings and exposing what the some of the guys in the IRC are actually up to, where they chat up with girls for sex! Thought of sharing it with you all. Nice blog! Enjoy~

---> http://yourguysxxxposed.blogspot.com

2005-09-11T01:03:00.000+08:00

Hey pple! Do you miss me?! Haha! So sorry for not blogging for so long! Been busy with school projects and exams! But its all over now! Ytd was the last paper and pple please pray for me that I won't need to take any supp papers! Heh.

Yupz. So anyway today met up with Cheo, Leekim and Kaichen to catch up with each other and walked around town. Left at 4pm to meet Padma and Jasmin for the Asian Netball Chamionship at Tao Payoh Sports Hall. Sri Langka vs Thailand for the 3rd and 4th position while Singapore vs Malaysia for the chamionship. And of course Singapore is the champ!! Woohoo! *Claps*. 2nd for Malaysia and 3rd for Sri Langka. And the GS for Sri Langka's team is 2.2m! 2.2M!! My gosh! Think I'm only at her waist! Lol! Bet she can do a slam dunk! Oh well, the Thai GK was hopelessly jumping around her. But still managed to intercept 1 or 2 passes. Haha! Oh yah, Singapore's men team came in 2nd, 3rd for HongKong and Cham is the AH BANGS (India)!!! Think they are from the contruction site nearby the sports hall then shun bian form a team after work and come to play netball cos maybe heng heng can win something back! Cos in total there's only 3 men teams! Wahahaha!! Oops =X! Hehe. Managed to get Pearline's signature! My netball idol! Saw Azlinah there too, she was trying to get Pearline's signature too. Haha!

Whee! It's the holidays now! But it's only a pathetic week or so before SIP starts. I'm gonna make full use of this holiday cos it's my last holiday before I graduate from TP. =(((

2005-09-11T01:02:00.000+08:00

Let me introduce my PL netball team..

PL vs Singapore national team?! Lol! Nah~ Its Malaysia!

Pearline taking the trophy! (Golden netball)

All the teams!!

Mini netball..

with Pearline's signature!! =)))

2005-09-11T00:46:00.000+08:00

Went towning with the trackers...

Me and Leekim with two EXTRAS spoiling the pic!

Cheo, me and Leekim.

Bestie!

4 of us! =)

2005-09-06T00:57:00.000+08:00

Mobile woman buckle down your boots
If you leave me what else can I do
I've been a dancer, I've been a dancer all my life
But I'm not dancing 'round this one tonight
And I know I'd be doing fine

Without you believin' in always picking up and thinking 'bout leaving
Once you stick around then that's when I'll show you happiness the world can see
That's how love should be

I'm not asking I'm not on my knees
But I'm not quite the knight I used* to be
And I know I'd be better off

Without you believin' in always picking up and thinking 'bout leaving
Once you stick around then that's when I'll show you happiness the world can see
That's how love should be

I know I'm ready but for what's the hard part
I'm being honest baby if you're right at home why move it on

Without you believin' in always picking up and thinking 'bout leaving
Once you stick around then that's when I'll show you happiness the world can see
That's how love should be

How Love Should Be- Tyler Hilton

2005-08-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

Let me introduce my new gang... We are called The Wu ya(s)!-its crows for english translation. I know its lame and I can't remember how we ended up with this name. Lolx! It consist of Sharon, Diana, Jialing and me! Hmm.. is Eric one of us?? I'm not sure. Haha. Anyway juz bought ourselves the same handphone chains today! Hehe..

2005-08-03T23:15:00.000+08:00

Wenyan & Limaran Bday @ Sakae Sushi...

Me and Ser.

Wenyan, Angie and me.

Condemn Angie! Lolx!

Us again.

Finally the SWORD gang is here!

5 of us.

Blowing the candle!

Wishing for...

Bday song! Angie caught in action! lolx!

Yummy!

Bday cake!!!

Me, Ser and Limaran.

2005-08-03T22:51:00.000+08:00

During MA lecture...

Eric is Ericia! Lolx!

Sharon and me!

Where's diana?? Let's condemn her! Lolx!

2005-08-02T00:38:00.000+08:00

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful
You're beautiful
You're beautiful, it's true,
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As I walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
flying high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful
You're beautiful
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you

la la la la, la la la la, la la la la laaaaaa

You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.

But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

You're Beautiful- James Blunt

2005-07-31T15:14:00.000+08:00

The past 2 weeks have been crazy. Especially with my proj group this sem. Other than just doing projects with the shortest due date ever, we've been together slacking and playing around most of the times! I guess we've met up to slack more than meeting up for proj discussion. Last fri went to xinyi's place for steamboat and mahjong thru the nite. Then followed by breakfast in the morning and playing pool after that.
During the weekdays, we met up before and after school to eat eat and eat! From almost every canteen in TP to having zhi char at kopitiam near school to bedok blk 511 to bedok 85 market. Really amazed by the amount of food we can actually eat, especially sharon! Lolx! Omg, i think i have gain tons of weight ever since i'm with them! I think i can even fly with my flabby arms!
By the way, with them, our usual topics wont be school stuffs. Its will always be about ghost and GOD. -_-'' I wonder why this is always the hottest topic. Even with the netballers! Haha! This fri just went to slack at jialing's place till 7am! Then met up again ytd in the afternoon to search for diana's bday present.
Looking forward to our next slacking session on tues! Might be having steamboat at jialing's place! Yummy! Oh gosh! Food again?! Lolx! Anyhow, i think this is the most fun and happening proj group i ever had! I wonder it's a good or bad thing?! Lolx! Thoughts of changing classmates next sem makes me sick now! Haha. Alright off i go. Love you gals! Erm.. actually eric's a gal too! Wahaha!!!

2005-07-16T16:13:00.000+08:00

The one week break doesn't look like a one week break. Still need to go back to school for proj meetings, for proj field trips and even kelly services! It was really a busy week for me. But still, i enjoyed it more than any other schooling weeks. Coz it's still a holiday week! Lolx!

11/07/05- Monday. Had proj meeting in school then went for training after that. Mr Tony came to pass us the netballs and mel had a personal training with him. Mel already had remedial lessons before, during and after trainings in avalanche. Now she even has make up lesson and even peer teaching! Lolx! Poor mel. But that's good. Had shown some improvement as compared to last time. Oh yah, avalanche junior team came in 1st position in the 4th division! That's great! And hope keep on climbing higher! Anyway, after training went to bedok 85 market to eat with Mr Tony, mel and xiaoser.

12/07/05- Tuesday. Went for SIT field trip for our proj. Went to sultan mosque, malay heritage centre, civil defence heritage centre and blah~. Took pics and collected as much information as possible of the places we went. Legs really became very tired at the end of the day! Had dinner with eric, jialing and diana at suntec then home. Tired but fun!

13/07/05- Wednesday. Went angeline's place to gather with the netball gals first then went kallang for tournament with spitfire. Yea, we lost a match we suppose to win. Sian-ed. Shall not talk about it. Then went to eat together at kallang's kfc. After that they went straight to the chalet but i went home. Coz of the stupid kelly services next morning! Sian-ed again.

14/07/05- 15/07/05, Thursday -Friday. Went to kelly services main branch at international plaza to see the whole operation there. Then meet up with my proj group and squeezed in the time to continue our field trip around chinatown area then quickly back to kelly services in school till six. After that went to kallang for tournament again, with SRC2. Well, and lost again! And umpire sucks again! (Sianz x 100) Had dinner at old airport road then back to chalet with only angeline, longxin, angie, xiaoser and me. 5 of us chatted through the night till 5am! Coz angie dont allow us to fall asleep till 5am, or she'll threaten to stack and roll over us with her body. -_-'' Then went back home around 11 plus am and continued sleeping all the way till avalanche training in the evening. So looking forward for mahjong after training at my place with mel, mich and xiaoser. Then mel pang seh-ed us! You all will soon see mel's body parts floating around in the bedok reservior. Lolx! Juz kidding, anyway it was mich idea. Nvm, last min called peijun to join us. We were so touched that she actually agreed to join us despite having to miss 5mins of her tv show, starving to death, tahan-ing our lameness (giving us warnings) and joining us to play a slow-moving-and-almost-never-ending mahjong game till 7 in the morning! Lolx! Anyway, really so touched that she came! Alright, swensen's on me on tuesday! -_-''

2005-07-06T00:21:00.000+08:00

Went for the National Youth Achievement Award, Outstanding Volunteer Award Presentation Ceremony at NYP today! Beckham as the Guest of Honour!

2005-07-06T00:18:00.000+08:00

Becks signature in gold, in between both of them.

The daring guy who ran down the auditorium to ask beck for autograph when beck was juz about to sit down. Urhers almost had to pull him away.

As he spoke his 1st word. Everybody started screaming!

He had to pause for awhile as he waited for us to shut up. Lolx!

Nevertheless, he continued his speech, smiling! Shuai!

Presentation of Tokens of Appreciation to Guest of honour, Beckham.

Look at how anxious the pple are trying to take his photos. Empty seats?? Coz some of them even went down to get a better view of him!

Presentation of the NYAA Outstanding Volunteer Award by Guest of Honour, Mr David Beckham.

This lady even had to chance to hug him! Oh my tian!

Address by H.E. Mr Alan Collins, British High Commissioner to Singapore. (Dun say i nv give him face, i took his photo and even mention him here. Lolx! Dun say i unfair. =P)

3 of us! Er, a bit dark.

Zooooom IN!!

Thats where he were sitting! So near yet so far!!!

Mr Khoo Swee Chiow, the mount everest climber with his family! So cute! I meant the boy.

Took from my handphone.

2005-06-24T02:07:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. Why muz things happen one after another?!

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I am irritated!

I am frustrated!

I am confused!

I am very very very FAN now!

Haiz..

2005-06-21T01:38:00.001+08:00

18/06/05- Sat
Went bedok jetty for fishing with Daphne, Jasmine, Rostina, Ron and his whole family. Met earlier at 4pm at Ron's house to help carry stuffs. Slack there awhile and watched some lame videos. Reached the jetty ard 7 plus. Aishah and her bf came too. Slacked, ate junk food and played poker and silent mahjong. Wahaha. And learnt a couple of magic tricks. Hehe. By the way, again not a single fish in sight till 6 or 7 in the morning- 3 small and lame taman (dunno how to spell) fish. Haha. At least they are better then ikan bilis. Lolx!

20/06/05- Mon
Netball match against Nike- swoosh. Lost. 36-44. But we tried our best and we're happy! It's been a long time ever since we last played our best and feeling so satisfied at the end of the game. It was a good game, a good fight. Glad :)

2005-06-21T01:36:00.000+08:00

See how 'BIG' is the fish? Lolx.

During sunrise. Nice clouds!

Daphne with the rod. Haha.

We feel like puking. Wahaha.

Some trouble with the rod.

Suddenly so many pple came in the morning. Catching Tamans.

2005-06-09T01:39:00.000+08:00

Friendster Horoscope for June 9, 2005
Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21)

If you let go a little, you'll get a little peace. If you let go a lot, you'll get a lot of peace. So while it may feel more comfortable to hang onto something from your past, it's actually causing you far more discomfort than you know -- and preventing you from seeing how lovely the future can be. So learn to forgive, even if you can't quite forget just yet. You've got so much ahead of you; don't waste a moment of it on yesterday.

Extracted from friendster. Found it quite meaningful. K better slp soon. Bye~

2005-06-09T01:24:00.000+08:00

Had our first netball national league game today.

Played with Singapore Sports School C div'

I don't know how to hide my face if we lose,

cause they're just 13/14 year old kids!!

But luckily we WON.

But it was terrible!

-Angry number 1-

No stamina halfway thru the 1st quarter.

Yes! It was only the 1st quarter! Omg.

-Angry number 2-

Commited all sorts of fouls.

Stepping. Hopping. Contact. Obstruct.

WTH?!

-Angry number 3-

Next, the umpires sux!

Situation 1:

Opponent A going for a ball.

Me. Suddenly appear in front of her

from behind and intercepted her ball.

Then she banged into me

coz couldnt brake in time.

Umpire should blow her for contact.

Instead. I was blown for "causing contact"!

WTH!!! K. Nvm. Next..

Situation 2:

My GS got a high pass.

Opponent B banged into her.

So my shooter had to hold the pole

to prevent herself from falling down.

Instead of blowing B for contact,

my shooter was blown for holding pole!

WTF!!! This one really pissed me off!

One goal was wasted juz like that.

Conculsion: If you are bias,

you are not fit to be an umpire!

*PUI*

So anyway, peeps pls do not be

upset over this match.

Treat it as a warm-up for the ivp k!

We all can do it!

For some of us is our last year already.

We can do our best! *Woosh*

2005-06-04T02:00:00.001+08:00

Feel kind of regretted to certain decision made some time ago.

A bit stress over it too. =(

Dunno izzit me or what.

Felt quite pissed off today.

But it lasted only for a few seconds.

I'm juz such a forgiving and forgetting person. Lolx!

So nvm. Coz it's juz some jokes.

But i have my limit. And maybe would start slapping pple!

Kidding! Heh.

Anyway, i've got a camp in sch tml. Or rather later, in 6hrs time.

Sianzzzz.

So i better slp soon.

Ciaoz~

2005-06-01T23:16:00.000+08:00

Went to watch Avalanche- strike match.

Won! 47 vs 25! Woohoo~

Haha. Glad.

Anyway, b4 that went to bugis for dinner with peijun and xiaoser after sch.

Yupz. So, tml is another sian, long sch day.

Ciaoz~

2005-05-26T23:35:00.000+08:00

Hey. Juz got back from training.
Sch juz sucks.
3 days recruitment drive.
-Tired-
Kelly Services.
-Sian-ed-
-__-''
Off to bathe. Byes~

2005-05-19T18:40:00.000+08:00

15 May (Sun) - Fever

16 May (Mon) - Flu

17 May (Tue) - Cough

-__-'' WTH?!
And i think im sick and tired of blogging. Heh. (Lazy)
Zzzz..
And sch's starting! *Cries*
SAD!
...

Incomplete - Backstreet Boys

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Incomplete..

2005-05-15T02:51:00.000+08:00

Woohoo! First time blogging here in MY ROOM! I've got a new com! And its in MY ROOM! Wahaha. Starhub max online juz rox! No more fighting of com with my bro. Lolx! =)

9 May (Mon)..
Went sch in the afternoon for Kelly Services interview. Wth. Sch haven't even started yet. -__-'' Aniwae after that went to tm for lunch and watched Coach Carter with Jialing and Ron. Then off to trg at tp.

10 May (Tue)..
Eh.. Sorry, im having STM. Cant rem wat i did today. Heh.

11 May (Wed)..
Met Angie and Xiaoser to watch my fav type of movie! *House of Wax!* Violence, gross and bloody! Shiok. Haha. That's why i love happy tree frens. Hee. Then went to meet Wenyan and Limaran to the KTV.

12-13 May (Thu & Fri)..
Omg! It's sch stuff again. Damn lame. Woke up at 7am for Kelly Services orientation. Sat in the lecture theater from 9am to 1pm. Zzz. Well, then went to meet up with the netballers to celebrate Angeline's birthday at Han's. To Kallang for friendly match. To Xiaoser's place to bathe. To bedok jetty to fish with the netball gals again. To Wenyan's place at 4am to slp. To tm Yakun for breakfast at 11am with Xiaoser. To home to slack awhile before going to Kallang to watch a match. To Old Airport Rd for dinner. Home. Erm, I think im almost defeating the purpose of blogging. Nvm, I'm getting lazy, i know.

14 May (Sat)..
To town with Cheo.

15 May (Sun, which is later)..
To Gayl's place to play tennis with her ,Ying and Yuhong. Home to bathe. To Bedok sports hall to watch NSL with Huiyun. But let me go slp first. Zzz

2005-05-15T02:46:00.000+08:00

Fishing Trip @ Bedok Jetty.

Ktv- Party World.

2005-05-09T00:04:00.000+08:00

Juz came back from my grandma's place . Celebrated mother's day there. Nothing interesting. Aniwae yesterday went to town with Xiaoser and Angie. Walked around and slacked at galilee and friends at cine for awhile before meeting Bong for night cycling. Met up with her frens and cycled to our first stop- simpang bedok for prata. Then headed to the bedok jetty and then to east coast. Took a break there for a drink and started sharing ghost stories among ourselves. Then cycled all the way back to Bong's place. Was quite tiring but still felt that we didnt cycled far enough. Looking forward to the next night cycling trip! Most probably we'll be cycling to the city area. Yupz, reached Bong's place around 3plus in the morning. Showed me her collection of weapons from sword to air pistol. Wah! Dangerous women! Lolx! But its really cool man! Chit chatted till 7am, had mac for breakfast then home le. Slept all the way to 6pm. And half of the day is gone. I cant believe sch's starting soon! Ahhhhhh!!!

2005-05-09T00:02:00.000+08:00

Galilee & Friends- Cine.

Town!

2005-05-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

Me and Bong @ simpang bedok!

2005-05-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

My Cute Cousins!

2005-05-06T15:13:00.000+08:00

Its raining like mad now. Haiz, wat a sad day. Always feel kind of down whenever its raining. And trg is cancelled yesterday because of rain. Diaoz.. Rain rain go away..

1 May (Sun, labour day)..
Met Bong and went to watch Soh hwee's bball match. They already lost by half the score when we got there. They lost the game in the end but im not sure wats the score coz Bong and me left even before the match ends. Think they did their best already. So smile! Ok. Aniwae, we left around 9.15pm to rush to esplanade to watch the fireworks. Took a cab down. As we reached there the fireworks started. But we could only see the fireworks from the reflections of the esplanade building. We dashed thru the esplanade like siao zhar bor, can feel pple staring at us. But who cares. Lolx! The fireworks so chio. Lasted about 5mins. Then met up with Bong's frens and headed to a cafe at bugis to slack. Played card games and did all sorts of forfeit. Haha.

2 May (Mon)..
Went for wedding dinner at meridien hotel. Showed us some slides on power point about the couple's past. It was oh-so-sweet. Then thought of my love life. It sucks! Where is my Mr Right?! I'm right here waiting..

3 May (Tue)..
Another Netball gathering! Yeah! Potluck lunch cum dinner at Audrey's place. Met up with the swordwomen plus Limaran and Audrey first to do some grocery shopping and cooking. The team was split into 2 to play some guessing games. Actually my team was leading by a big margin at first! But we lost all because of our chen yu suck like hell! Omg! Its unbelievable! The losing team has to do the chio Ru Hua make up on their faces! -_-'' Luckily, no stockings! I'll commit suicide. Lolx! Then continued to play games, talk and eat till 8pm. Left Audrey's place and headed to fisherman village with the usual sword gang and michelle to meet up with Peijun.

2005-05-06T15:12:00.000+08:00

Fireworks @ Esplanade.

2005-05-06T15:09:00.000+08:00

Me and my cousin.- Wedding Dinner.

The function room @ meridien hotel.

2005-05-06T15:02:00.000+08:00

Its my turn to turn into the beautiful Ru Hua!

Me and the Original Ru Hua! Lolx!

2005-04-30T16:36:00.000+08:00

27 Apr (Wed)..
Its ladies' night at zouk with Wenyan, Angie, Xiaoser and Limaran! This is Xiaoser, Limaran and me going to zouk for the first time. Had fun there though its packed with pple at the dance floor. Hardly had any space to move. But nevertheless, we unknowingly danced for 2hrs! Haha. Great place to forget all your troubles, worries and miseries for the moment. Juz dance to the music and dun think about anything else, except to make sure you are not lost in the crowd. Lolx! Lame. Aniwae, saw Yan ne, Huipeng, Weiyi and Xueli, Leekim and friends there. They can hardly recognise me, coz previously had a "makeover" session at Wenyan place. Gloria even mistook me for Cheo. Lolx! Well, best friends really do look alike. Haha. Yupz! Great experience, fun and all. Except for the make-up part. Seriously hate make-ups! Heh. Went back to Wenyan place to slack. Really amaze at how Angie and Wenyan could surf friendster for so long! 2 full hrs! Haha. They should take over Michelle Santiago's place and become the masters of all swords! Lolx! Went home and slept at 8am all the way till 4pm.

2005-04-30T16:35:00.000+08:00

2005-04-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

Whee! Juz bought my new phone today! Finally!! My contract already ended like 1 month ago. Traded in my N6100 with the samsung slide phone, E810C. So happy! Lolx! But the sad thing is that all my precious msges are gone. Sad. Nvm, so let me show you some of the msges that are worth sharing, in the memory of my N6100...

The Most Encouraging Msg..
Defeat's not the beginnin of the end, juz the end of the beginnin. We stil hv a long journey wif 1 another as company 2 embark on. We'r fighters & we'r 1 wif dat dynamic fortitude. I'v got nth 2 declare except bein too proud of ourselves as we'r dat piece of gem dat reflected team spirit in every way :> Luv u gals
-Angie- 22:37:15 08-09-2004

The Most Meaningful Friendship Msg..
Friend is a chain of gold. Each link a smile, a laugh, a tear, a grip of the hand, a word of cheer. No matter how heavy the load, let's b frds til we grow old. :)
-Xiaoser- 05:52:09 19-04-2005

The sweetest Msg..
If i'll be given the chance 2 know a secret, i wish 2 know all the things dat giv u happiness coz ders no other meaningful gift in dis world 4 me than 2 see u happy.
-Jean- 23:39:25 23-01-2005

The Most Common Msg (i've received this more than thrice)..
True friendship requires real effort.. Even when one of em is busy wid their own lives.. A simple sms reminds each other tat ur not forgotten! Take care..
-Xiaoser- 02:41:54 11-10-2004

The Most Creative Msg..
A coin is easy 2 earn, a friend is hard to find. The coin depreciates but a friend appreciates. I lost a coin when i sms you, but it's ok coz i got you. Nitey!
-Ying- 00:51:38 22-08-2003

The Most "Waste-time-to-read" Msg..
In a year, =365 days dreamin of you, =8760 hrs tinkin of you, =525600 mins missin you, =31536000 sec treasuring you, =2 min creating dis to bluff you.. Haha!
-Bong- 17:36:09 25-10-2004

The Most BHB Msg..
What is the best way to create an absolutely attractive, charming, totally hot, good-hearted and cute baby?
Ask my parents.. hehe..
-Louisa- 19:30:44 26-11-2004

The Most "Qian4 Bian3" Msg..
Pls pray 4 me. Lately in front of my house there's someone loitering, he brought a knife, burning charcoal & slices of meat and SCREAMINGGG..
SATAY! SATAY!
-Louisa- 00:36:12 07-06-2004

-THE END-

2005-04-20T17:42:00.000+08:00

Aww.. Now my skin's peeling. They are forming small bubbles of loose skin on my arms. Its totally disgustingly disgusting! Eek! Nv peeled like this before. Hur.. Think i shall stop suntan-ing for awhile before i get any skin disease! =x

17 Apr (Sun)..Woke up at 6+am to play bball with Ying and Kaiwen. Finally Ying and i started our very first bball session. We've been postponing our bball date ever since before exams! But i didnt really played much due to my sunburn causing my limited body movements. Lolx! So sorry, our bball date nv had been successful. Heh. Aniwae, met Ron at the court. Decided to play pool together at supercue after breakfast at mac. After that Ying and i headed to compass point to walk ard. Bumped into Yuhong there. Still a small little cute gal as before in our sec sch. Chit-chatted about our sec sch lives for quite some time before going home.

18 Apr (Mon)..Suppose to go sentosa with the swordwomen. But i dun think i can tahan anymore sun! So met them at sakae after their suntan-ing session instead. Aniwae too bad its a rainy day so they did not get to tan. Juz realised that i've became the most ah bang among us when usually im the fair-est one. Lolx! Then went back to lao di fang to slack.

19 Apr (Tue)..Met up with Bong-and-company to play badminton at TP. Then went for dinner at the pathetic kopitiam opp sch. Talked about how she and her friends sabo each other during birthdays in her work place. Miss those days where we had our sabo-ing session with the netball gals! With our ultimate sabo-er Bong ard in the team, you will nv be left alone untouched on your birthday! Lolx! But aniwae now that she's gone, we've got a new way of celebrating birthdays! That is, having a dinner peacefully at seoul garden. *Peace* Lolx! Well, any ways of celebration can be fun too. But i still prefer to have a peaceful birthday. Hehe. Aniwae, after that had a ride on Bong's bike to the 72 bus stop (With stunts added. Lolx!). Whee! Miss her bike too! Which reminded me of Wenyan and Xiaoser falling onto the grass patch with Bong. Lolx! Damn lame! Wahaha~

2005-04-16T20:57:00.000+08:00

14 Apr (Thu)..
Whee! Netball gathering! Its been a long time since we had our last gathering. Celebrated Yeanping, Azlinah and Jolene's brithdays all at once at tm Seoul Garden. Met Xiaoser and Huiyun first to collect their birthday cake before meeting the rest. Stepped in at 3pm and left ard 7 plus. Can you imagine how much we ate?! Haha. If we were their regular customers, Seoul Garden is sure to close down some day. Lolx! Aniwae, after that we went to slack at Coffee Bean. Played murderer and some idiot card game. And sharing lame stories as usual.

15 Apr (Fri)..
Went for a fishing trip out at the sea with Xiaoser! Were at the sea ard 11 plus. And caught my first and only fish only at 6.30pm! Before that was getting tired and irritated by the fishes chewing away all my prawns but did not kena hooked. Kept on putting on the baits countless of times. Felt like i was feeding the fishes instead of catching them. And the worse thing was that we were using live prawns as baits. So we were spending most of our time trying to catch the jumping live prawns with our bare hands and to hook them in place! Was fed up with the prawns also coz one of them bit my thumb! Hate all prawns that do "sit-ups"! Lolx! Think only Xiaoser understand what im talking about. Haha! Aniwae, so happy that evil prawn is dead! Bleahx! But the happiest thing is that i caught a 30cm fish and it was my first time fishing! Yippie! Oh, dun ask me what kind of fish is that. Coz i also dunno. The name of the fish is too long and chim for me to remember. Haha! Brought it home for my mum to cook. Think she brought it to my grandma house and i guess its in their stomach now. How sad. Cant taste the fish i caught.

Today..
Met Cheo, Valerie and her sis to suntan at sentosa. Think im 2/3 cooked already. Coz my skin is so red and pain like hell now. The sun from the fishing trip (1/3) plus the sun from sentosa (1/3), im going to be edible soon. Very soon i guess, after going sentosa again with the netball gals on this coming monday (1/3). Following this equation recipie, i'll be fully cooked! (1/3+ 1/3+ 1/3= 3/3) Lolx! Ok, lame. I got to get a shower and slp now! My skin is pain, hot and itchy at the same time! I cant take it anymore! Aaaahhh!

2005-04-13T15:55:00.000+08:00

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive

You and Me- Lifehouse

2005-04-11T01:47:00.000+08:00

Met Soh hwee to go watch Jean's mixed league netball carnival in the morning at kallang. And yes! she was late despite giving her a morning call. Kanasai. Still dare to expose herself in my tagboard! Really wanna slap her, but i'm juz too nice. So must forgive and forget. Heh. Aniwae today's weather damn hot. Lucky nv kena heat stroke. But Fo mei and Jean kena sunburn juz like lobster and roasted pig repectively. Lolx! Juz kidding. Hee. Well, finally gave Jean her birthday present today. Heh, sorry so late then give. Paiseh.

After that met Xiaoser to cut hair at Funan IT mall's Kimage. Hair damn short now. But nvm, it will grow back. Haha. Aniwae, then went to Parkway for dinner and to look for Angie to slack after her work. Then back home le.

Now so tired, coz been going out almost everyday since the start of hols. Now lacking of slp and energy and going bankrupt soon. Shall slp till trg time tml. Haha. Bye.

2005-04-07T13:27:00.000+08:00

Alright, the first and most important thing...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to JEAN CHIA!!!

Well, dont say i am evil or wat. Coz i didnt msg her when the clock strikes 12am last night. It was meant to be a surprise to msg her today at 11.59pm instead. Giving her the thought that i totally forgot her brithday. But who knows she called me ard 12.15am to demand a birthday wish from me. -__-'' ---> so this was my reaction. Haiz, such a spoil-er. No fun anymore. But i will still stick to my plan coz i told her to pretend she nv call me. Haha. Ok that's lame, i know.

Aniwae, yesterday went to PS watched The Wedding Date with Ying. Then walk ard, help her choose her office clothes and bought ear rings. After that she's off for her accounting class and me to Kallang for a friendly match with Zenith. Avalanche vs Zenith that is, not TP vs Zenith. When i reached there, the heavy rain stopped, leaving the ground wet but the game had to go on. It made me slip and fall on my butt! So malu-ating sia. Can feel my right butt aching right now. Suay.

But aniwae, let me introduce my new position... Wing Defense (WD)! Coz i think there's too much competition for Center and WA le and WD is a slacking position! But the main point is that i found out that i would kena less scoldings from playing WD than WA or Center. Wahaha! This is a smart move, not scheming as some of you would say. Hehe.

Whee! Alright, got to get changed to meet Ying to play pool later! Till then.

2005-04-04T15:16:00.000+08:00

Slept until 2pm today. Coz its raining heavily and i juz cant bear to get up from my bed. Its been a long time since i've slept till so shiok. Lolx! But the whole body was aching when i woke up.

Well, ytd met up with Cheo, Michell, and Valerie at PS to watch House of Fury. Show was not bad. But the bad thing was the increasing price of cinema movies by the 1st of May! We were all thinking to boycott those cinema movies and buy pirated VCD instead! Or juz go to JB to catch a movie. Bloodsuckers!!! Bleahx~! Yeah, so all pple, pls cooporate and boycott together or go on strike to force the price down! Lolx! Damn. Cant find job already, now everything is increasing in their price. Sux! *Pui*

Aniwae, where was i? Oh, after watching House of Fury then walk ard town then Corrine came to join us for dinner. Then went home le. While Corrine and Cheo went to the airport to send their fren off for his overseas attachment. Thinking of attachment, mine its going to be somewhere from Sep to Dec. So that means this is going to be my last hols in TP. And i dont think i am enjoying it. Hur.. oh well..

2005-03-31T12:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to Gayl's place with Ying to play tennis in the morning. It was my first time playing tennis! And it made me so tired. Tired of picking balls instead of being tired of playing! Lolx! And one ball flew out of the tennis area, into the bushes, and it was gone. Lolx! Not me of coz. Though i am a first-timer but i still possess some skills ok! Haha! After that went to the gym and were chit-chatting all the way. Its been a long time i've seen gayl. Hmm.. let me think. Should be ever since the day we collected our O'level's results? Real long eh?! Nice seeing her again.

Aniwae after that in the afternoon meet Guanyao to play pool at tamp. Finally got to play pool! It was the first time playing pool this year. Haha. We've been wanting to play ever since before our exams. But didnt have the time. Yay, so happy to touch pool again! But my skills are juz as worse as ever. Lolx! Shall play more often. Then to TM to watch Miss Congeniality 2. Nice and funny show. Then back home.

Juz woke up at 12 noon! Was really tired. Waking up early for consecutive 3 days can make me faint. Shall be guai and stay home to exercise my fingers (playing comp and PS2) today until trg time! Haha.

2005-03-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

Damn. Everything i typed is gone. Shall short cut everything.

Yesterday noon..
Met Ying for lunch. Accompanied her to sign up a baking course somewhere near harbour front.

Evening..
Watched The Eye 10 with classmates.

Next..
Met up to slack with the Swordwomen + Limaran.

Today..
Job interview. Running and gym with Limaran and Xiaoser.

Thought of the day..
Treasure the pple ard you. Esp your love ones. You'll nv know wat might happen the very next moment.

Song of the day..
You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

Oh everybody's changing and I don't feel the same

Everybody's Changing- Keane

2005-03-27T12:57:00.000+08:00

Hooray!! For the beginning of hols! Wahaha! Yippie! Been waiting. Well, the last paper ytd was fine. So juz hoping that stupid travel & leisure paper can make it thru. Aniwae, went home after the paper ytd to slp. Zzz. Haha! Coz only slept 2 hrs the day before the paper. Been like slping 2-4 hrs per day for the whole exam week. Can faint and die sia! But cant help it, im juz too hardworking. Lolx! Ok. Then went to watch Sponge Bob at cine with Kaiwen in the evening. Almost couldnt step out of my house coz of the rain. Juz hate where my house is! Super inconvenient. When can i move house again?! Wait for my parents to strike toto first. Haha! So if one day i move house u all know why. Lolx! Alright, back to sponge bob. Total crap and lame show! Was laughing and -__-'' throughout. A great show for lamers. Lolx! Then walk ard town awhile then went home le.

Hope it would be an exciting hols! Lolx! Ok, for those who are still having exams. All the bestest man! Jia you! Smilez!

2005-03-23T19:56:00.000+08:00

Hur.. Today's paper sux big time. For a 25 marks essay question, i only wrote around 3 lines, and its total crap. Now i've to depend on section A questions which were quite hopeless too. Conclusion? Supp paper~ here i come! Haiz.. Still thought i can enjoy life after sat morning. Been lacking of slp these few days, coz of the habit of last min studying. Was up till wee hours in the morning. Went to bed only when its time for my sis to wake up for sch. Shall have a good long slp tonight!

Yay~ One more paper to go! Jia you!

2005-03-14T14:38:00.000+08:00

After so many weeks or months (cant really remember, shows that we didnt see each other for so long), finally met up with Cheo on sat! We had so much to say! Were yakking and yakking non-stop from the moment we met. Lolx! Always feel so much better after talking to her. Took alot of retarded photos as well! Haha! (Go to her blog to take a look) Had so much fun, though its juz the both of us only! Haiz, wish we were in the same sch. Love you lots!

Alright, ytd was sunday. Suppose to meet Ying to play bball in the morning again. But she couldnt come again. Coz was not feeling well. This sunday most prob couldnt meet her again, coz am having exams already. Lolx! Think we are not fated to play bball together. But in the end still met up with a fren to play. Started playing from 7.30am to 9am. Then went home to bathe before meeting Jean at 10am. Was accompanying her to the Netball Super League (NSL) selection. Then met up with Azlinah and Melanie there. Saw many pro netballers, i was like "WOW!" at their netball skills! Lucky i didnt go for the selection coz sure wont get selected for my standard. And the whole game like so stress. Aniwae, hope they would get selected! Oh yah, saw Jasmin Chua there too! Good luck to her too man! The whole selection was until 5pm. Went for family dinner after that.

Haiz, adidas juz called Xiaoser and me! But both of us missed that call! -_-".. What is this man?! We've been trying so hard to get them too. And now they couldnt get us. Whatever. Well, meeting Jean later for dinner! She will be flying off soon again. Will miss ya!

2005-03-06T13:48:00.000+08:00

Ytd went to suntec with Xiaoser for job interview with nike and adidas! Hope we could work in adidas man! Wahaha.. *Praying hard* Need to earn extra money to spend during the hols! To slack and play! Fun = money fly away.. Haha.. Shld be going overseas with the netballers again! Really cant wait man! =) Aniwae after the interview, Xiaoser and me went to watch Hitch while waiting for Melanie to knock off from work.. Then went for dinner at Bedok 85 market..

This morning suppose to meet Ying at 8am to play bball one.. Woke up at 7.30am and called Ying twice.. No answer.. Guess she muz be dead on her bed.. Lolx! So went back to slp till ard 12.. Then juz onli at 1pm she finally woke up.. Lolx! So in the end we nv meet to play..

Aniwae.. I dunno what to blog le.. haha Juz realize my blog entries are getting shorter and shorter.. Hope to blog longer next time! Lolx! Till then..

I still miss you so much! In fact, missing you from the moment you are out of my sight..

2005-03-02T21:16:00.000+08:00

Yay! Proj all done! Left with comm skills role play and french oral test.. Haiz, cant even speak a single french word without looking at my french book sia.. How to pass?! Nvm.. Everything will be over by next thu, except for exams.. Cant wait for hols man! Find job, work, slack, play! Wahaha.. Enjoy life again! Hees!

Back to last fri.. Was feeling so demoralize in avalanche trg.. Felt as though i am the worse player ard.. Couldnt catch passes properly, passes went haywire, couldnt communicate with my players, couldnt get away from defenders, dunno where to run, dunno what to do.. Sad! No place in avalanche.. Position threatened in TP.. Studies already like shit, sports also going to be like shit.. I can jolly well go eat shit! After trg still have to see shit.. Really feel like a total shit!!! Cant take it anymore! I wanna quit! But cant.. Ahh! Shit.. I know you all dont quite understand what i am saying.. Nvm.. Leave me alone..

What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me everywhere
No matter what I do

Watching the candle flicker out
In the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

Seen a lot of broken hearts
Go sailing by
Phantom ships lost at sea
And one of them is mine

Raising my glass
I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left
Of my heart and soul

Watching the candle flicker out
In the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

Ghost of You and Me- BBMak

2005-02-22T02:11:00.000+08:00

Wah~ tired! Juz finish some proj thingy.. Today no lessons but still stucked in sch doing proj the whole day! Shoulders aching already! Hur.. Tina sitting on my shoulders izzit?! Lol! Aniwae, lucky trg was cancelled today.. If not sure cant complete proj.. Did proj till ard 7.30pm then met the Swordwomen for dinner and slacked at our lao di fang.. Snapping photos away from Xiaoser's new samsung phone.. And, were as usual bitching abt pple.. =x Haiz.. Talk abt phone.. My phone nowadays went bonkers already.. Pple cant hear me talk! Its time to change phone! But no target in mind yet.. Love my current phone alot too.. Cant bear to change a new one..

Haiz.. Ok, that's all.. Actually wanna blog things abt last week but dont feel like blogging le.. I think i did something terrible today! *Guilty* Not surprising if i kena knock down by car.. And i think i am going to hell when i die! Hur.. SORRY!

2005-02-13T17:58:00.000+08:00

Juz sort of completed my tourism report.. Deadlines are all juz ard the corner.. After that are all the presentations and then followed by exams! Aaaahhhhh! *Wishing for hols to begin soon*

CNY eve..
Half day of sch! Went for lunch with Xinyi, Jialing and Shuyi at TM mos burger.. haha ok it was my suggestion to go mos burger again.. Lolx! Can't help it.. I juz love mos burger so much! Nv get tired of mos burger! Aniwae after that Xinyi had to go home to help prepare steamboat at home, Jialing had to go home too, Shuyi was meeting her fren for a movie.. And me? Left alone with no programs.. Haiz, i am juz too fren-less.. So ended up going home to rot.. lol! Dunno why feel like watching mid-night movie all of a sudden.. Asked Bong and Ying.. One needs to go malaysia for visiting, another one is working as usual.. Then met Xiaoser online.. Finally, found someone to pei me watch mid-night movie! So met her at TM ard 11pm after having steamboat at home.. Watched Seoul Raiders.. Xiaoser say its not nice.. Find it quite funny though..

CNY chu 1 & 2 (Wed & Thu)..
Went ard visiting, went temples, met relatives, got ang pows, pple came to my place, gambled and all.. One word, sian..

Fri..
Whee! Netball gathering.. After lessons went Xiaoser's place before meeting Yanru at TM to buy food for our steamboat.. Met the rest and headed to Yanru's place.. Ate till quite full.. Then played mahjong! Wahaha.. Finally got to learn how to play mahjong! But we didn't gamble coz some of us still learning.. So ended up playing until.. Zzz.. Lol! So sat down and chatted for awhile before heading home at 3am.. Had fun though! Looking forward to the next netball gathering- To get drunk at Wenyan's place! Lol!!! Sounds dumb..

As for sat and today.. Got stuck at home trying to finish up tourism report till now.. Aniwae going out for family dinner later.. Take care everyone! Erm.. everyone = Cheo only? Lol! Coz i guess you are the only one who's been reading my blog..lol! Well.. go suntan-ing soon yea?! Miss you.. But still missing you* the most! Lol! Only i understand what i typed! Oh ya.. Happy Valentine's day to all!

p/s: I love you*..

This is my title!

2005-02-08T10:52:00.000+08:00

Yoz.. Now in sch free access comp lab opp lab 4.. Haiz.. juz finish comm skills peer teaching.. Came sch for this stupid thing from 9.40 to 10.20am and now can go home le.. So lame.. Might as well dun come rite?.. Aniwae, now me waiting for Jialing, Xinyi and Shuyi for lunch later.. Now is their group's turn doing the stupid bo liao peer teaching.. There's nth better to do.. So came here to blog..

Haiz.. Had trg ytd.. Had 3 new pro netballers from duman sec joined our past few trgs already.. 2 of them are shooters and the other is a defender.. So i tot my position is safe at first.. Ya.. at first! Who knows that defender could also play WA.. Which is one of my position.. To those pple who dunno.. I am playing Center and WA.. Haiz.. feel that my position is threatened! Can forget abt playing in the next IVP already! Xiaoser would be the center.. And the gal would be the WA.. So what am i?! Haiz.. Nvm.. Can be the scorer or timekeeper.. If too free still can go and pick balls and help sweep the court.. -__-''.. Hur.. Whatever..

Alright.. Shuyi juz called me.. So that means i gtg le.. Bye~..

Izzit a muz to put a title in this blogskin?!

2005-02-06T14:33:00.000+08:00

Yoz.. Long time no blog le.. Coz firstly my previous blogskin went bonkers! Postings and tagboard disappeared! Dunno what to do man.. Lucky Cheo helped me change blogskin and everything.. Lolx.. sorry arh, i damn idiot abt this blogging stuff.. Thanx aniwae! Love you to bits! Lolx! Secondly, recently my life has been like a daily routine.. Eat, sch, eat, projects, eat, slp.. Zzz.. No life man.. So there's nth much i could blog abt..

Well, ytd went to borrow books at the sch library.. then went tamp mall then to bugis with my sis.. Were shopping for her new year clothes! Always damn sian when shopping with her.. Very damn difficult to find clothes that she like.. Past few weeks went ard the whole of singapore but still cant find what she wants.. Oops, abit exaggerating.. But its some sort of true.. Lolx! Aniwae, this time bought quite alot of stuff.. Tops, bottoms, etc.. Most imptly, i finally bought my adidas trg shoe! Lolx.. so happy man.. My previous shoe is like friction-less! Spent ard 300 bucks ytd! Lolx!

Haiz, Chinese New Year's ard the corner.. Sianz! Hate to go visiting! Hate going temples! Which is like so damn hot, crowded and smoky! Wth! Nvm.. Shall act sick or do whatever means to stay in the car, which i nv succeeded.. -__-'' My parents juz know me too damn well.. Hur.. juz have to bear it for the sake of the ang pows!! Wahaha! =x dun expose me.. Lolx! Ok off for lunch!

*Confused*

2005-01-25T15:27:00.000+08:00

Ytd went sch ard 2+pm to do tourism proj.. Do all the way till 7.30pm then went kallang for some mix netball club trg.. The trg damn sian.. Coz their coach not ard.. Then juz went there play a quarter of a friendly match.. and that's it.. Waste time rite?!.. And the best part is i hurt my thumb while accidentally intercepted a ball pass.. And its swelling now.. -__-" Aniwae, after the trg Jean and me had our dinner at a hawker near the kallang netball center with some gays from the mix netball club.. Lolx! Well, to me any guys who play netball are gays! Hahaha! Oops.. =x Heh.. who cares.. This is my blog.. So i can write anything i like.. Bleahx~!

After that, went to do some spring cleaning.. Packed the desk with dust from 100 years ago.. Cleared the wardrobe with endless tons of clothes to fold.. And threw away mountains of them.. Been sneezing countless of times since from the beginning.. For those who know me well enough.. I nv did so much household chores in my life before.. And here comes the best part.. It was not my hse that i'm packing! Went to stay over at Jean's place.. Lolx! Packed until ard 3am then went to bathe.. So we slept ard 4am.. And woke up at 7.30am for sch today! Lame man.. Lessons during the hols?! Haiz.. now a bit headache and Zzz.. Later still have to meet Cheo and Nancy at 6pm to go Louisa's birthday party at her place.. Better go take a nap 1st b4 i faint!.. Lolx! Zzz...

2005-01-22T22:04:00.000+08:00

Lalalalala... =)

2005-01-19T21:10:00.000+08:00

Today went to sch at 11am to do proj research.. Then met up with Louisa go far east dye hair.. Not long after we reached far east's level one, there's this jap woman came up to us and asked us the direction to subway.. So the kind-hearted us of coz showed her the way there.. When we reached the place already then the woman was like "huh?" and looked kind of blur..
And then we ask her: You are looking for a place to eat rite?
Jap woman: Er.. nono.. we want to go orchard station..
We: (Pause and think for a while) Oh.. "subway" means mrt station in japan, not subway the fast food restaurant.. -__-"

Were so paiseh man.. Lolx.. Aniwae, after that we went ard finding salon and comparing prices.. Then decided to go J-salon onli after walking the whole of far east.. Dyed my hair darker brown.. We were crapping all the way through our hair-dyeing session.. Lolx.. Then had our lunch onli at 4pm.. Next we headed to heerens.. But before we can step into heerens.. Two aunties behaving like as though they were smuggling drugs came towards us.. We were like.. "Huh, what the hell they want from us?" Then in the end they actually juz want us to help them redeem some vouchers.. Coz they are onli allowed to redeem once per person.. But the aunties act as though they were so kiasu and despo for the vouchers.. Typical aunties! But dunno what got into us, we actually helped them?! We were cursing and swearing the aunties after that.. Lolx! Singapore is labelled as kiasu becoz of such pple like them.. *Condemned*.. Lolx! Ok.. that's all for today i guess.. Hungry! Off for dinner..

2005-01-17T18:54:00.000+08:00

In the emptiness of my embrace
Deprived forever of such heavenly grace
Thrives a longing- never to be filled
A longing, yearning to succumb and yield

In the chasms of my mind
Trapped forever until the end of time
Lingers a thought- never to be heard
A thought filled with hope and silent words

In the inner confines of my soul
Imprisoned forever to be never told
Roams a prayer- never to be spoken
A prayer of silence never to be broken

In the empty corners of my heart
Condemned forever until Heaven falls apart
Dwells a wish- never to come true
A wish dying to be heard... by you

In the darkness of my dreams...
thrives a longing...
lingers a thought...
roams a prayer...
dwells a wish... for you

Darkness of My Dreams- Freddy Juarez Marmolejo

2005-01-15T18:52:00.000+08:00

Oh man.. I've been staring at the same page for the past few hours.. Trying to study for monday's HRM test.. Nth seems to get in and not in the mood to study.. Sianz! But lucky me, this is the one and only paper i've got for mid sem test.. Haiz.. Aniwae bye..going to continue staring at my notes......

Aahhh!!.. Go and die..

2005-01-15T14:49:00.000+08:00

Recently I've been
Hopelessly reachin'
Out for this girl
Who's out of this world
Believe me

She's got a boyfriend
He drives her 'round the bend
Cuz he's 23
He's in the marines
He'd kill me

Been so many nights now
I find myself thinkin about her now

Cause obviously she's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin me in
And I know I
Never will be good enough for her
No no
I never will be good enough for her

Got to escape now
Get on a plane now
Yeah
Off to LA
And that's where I'll stay
For two years

I'll put it behind me
(I'll put it behind me)
And go to a place where she can't find me
Ohhh

Cause obviously she's out of my league
I'm wastin my time
Cause she'll never be mine
And I know I
Never will be good enough for her
No no
I never will be good enough for her

She's out of my hands
And I never know where I stand
Cause I'm not Good enough for her
(Good enough for her, enough, enough, enough for her)

Good enough for her, good enough for her

Cause obviously she's out of my league
I'm wastin my time
Cause she'll never be mine
And I know I
Never will be good enough for her

Cause obviously she's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin me in
And I know I
Never will be good enough for her

Cause obviously she's out of my league
I'm wastin my time
Cause she'll NE-VER be mine
And I know I
Never will be good enough for her
No no
I never will be good enough for her

Obviously- McFly

2005-01-14T10:14:00.000+08:00

Juz came back from Jean's hse.. Stayed over at her place coz to pei her practice basketball this morning at 6:30! Omg.. this is crazy rite?! Lolz! So bian tai man.. From this week onwards, tink every fri morning pei her go running.. Tink this weekend gonna buy a bicycle.. Coz i tink she run and i cycle is the same speed!.. lolz! Didn't quite train stamina since i entered poly.. Oso coz of my slacking CCA and Cheo shifted to Jurong.. No one run with me.. Miss those days Cheo stay so near me! =( Well, aniwae year 3 got NAPFA test liao.. So muz train stamina! Now my stamina like negative liao.. Climb stairs oso wanna peng already.. -__-''

Haha ok..enough of crap.. Shall stop here.. Later got tutorial at 3pm.. Then tink going avalanche trg.. Maybe shall slp first.. Tata~

Hope everything goes well for you! *Muackx*

2005-01-07T20:05:00.000+08:00

Heya.. Back from sch.. Been busy with projects.. sianz.. So er xing man.. Nowadays keep doing projects.. Now tests all coming up.. That's even more er xing..

Haiz.. On wed Ying and i suppose to take our basic theory test! But we missed it! You know why?! Coz we actually registered for the test to be at 8.45pm.. But then the person who registered us booked the test at 8.45am instead!! What the hell?!! Onli when we went for the test then we realised the person over the counter made a mistake! What an idiot rite?! Kns..Wasted our time reading thru the theory book! Wasted my 6 bucks! Wasted my time travelling all the way there! ROAR! Then if we register again, need to wait another 2 months to take the test again!!! ARGH!!! Feel like killing the person who registered us! Hope she cross the road kena knock down, step out of the hse kena lightening strike, go suntan kena sweep by tsunami!!! Haiz..nvm.. Aniwae, now can register together with Cheo le.. Cheo, you are fated to be with me..haha haiz.. Was damn pissed off on that day.. Can ask Ying.. But now i cool down le..haha

K nothing much le.. Juz wanna blog to complain abt this thing..haha SMILE ALWAYS! =)
Haven't seen you this year..miss you lots!...

2005-01-02T19:13:00.000+08:00

Heya.. Back with my blog skin changed.. Haha.. A bit Sadistic.. But i love it! Lolz! Yea.. That's me man!.. Heh.. Yupz.. Although sch sux, life sux, i myself sux.. Well, life have to go on.. Can't let down of those pple who still cares for me.. =) Lolz.. ok like going off topic..

Alright.. New Year's Eve! The 1st thing in the morning is pon sch.. Heh.. Actually was awake already.. But somehow not in the mood to go sch.. So went back to slp.. Woke up in the afternoon.. Then started to rot and do project at home.. Evening time! Had dinner with Jean somewhere near her hse before meeting the netball gals at harbour front.. Were excited for the nation countdown.. But somehow a little disappointed when one of them suddenly couldn't make it.. Anyhow, we still had fun over at sentosa.. But it was not as fun as last year's, without fireworks and the foam party this time.. Saw singapore idol's finalists and we were the 1st to watch Taufik's 'i dream' MTV.. Kind of weird though.. =x No offends to Taufik's fans.. haha Cheo and me were trying to look for each other in the crowd.. But somehow she found me.. saw Guifen too.. Soon after the finalists left.. We left the stage too and went ard taking photos.. Left sentosa ard 3am to Carissa's place.. Ate cup noodles and watched our sentosa camp vcd and some lame chinese movie.. Reached home ard 7am.. Slept till 2+pm then was rotting and doing project again..

Ok.. Going off soon for family dinner later.. Aniwae Happy New Year to Everyone! Love all my frenz lots! Muackx..

2004-12-31T15:14:00.000+08:00

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star
that somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me and I
wonder if you know I'm there (am I there, am I?)
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close but so far
all I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day (wait for the day)
to take the courage to say how much I love you
Yes I do

I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Corazon
o puedo dejar de pensar en ti
Como te necesito
Mi amor, como t'extrano
(translation:Sweetheart
I can't stop thinking of you
How I need you
My love, how I miss you)

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
that you came up to me and said I love you
I love you too

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow (till tomorrow) and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
than here in my room
Dreaming with you endlessly

Dreaming of You- Selena

2004-12-28T21:23:00.000+08:00

Today sch's until six.. As usual its Boorrinnggg! Longest day of the week man..

Aniwae on Xmas eve..
Woohoo.. Its half day of sch! End sch ard 10.30.. Went to Daphne's hse to kill time coz meeting Cheo and her classmates at 2pm in town.. Played the sims 2.. Created my sims character and designed the hse.. and then its time for me to leave.. Time flies man.. Time always pass by super fast when it comes to computer games.. Well, met Cheo at orchard.. Went to watch Jeremy (Cheo's classmate) perform magic at taka.. Then went Far east watch some hip hop dance competition.. Left town ard 5.30pm..

Went home took presents.. Met Xiaoser 1st at tamp.. Had Mos burger for dinner! Then went to slack at Wenyan's void deck soon after she joined us.. Were waiting for Angie to end work from Sengkang.. Decided not to go East coast.. Coz of the inaccessibiity.. Went Fisherman village instead.. Took cab there.. Reached there ard 11.30pm.. Fisherman was really packed! So went to play fire sparkles 1st.. and exchanged presents.. Then back to Fisherman.. Slacked, crapped, played poker cards till 3+am..

Xmas day..
Slp till mid afternoon.. Rot at home.. Went for family dinner.. That's all! (Sianz right?!)

Post Xmas day (26th Dec)..
Went Geri's place for dinner!.. Met up with Padma 1st.. Then headed to her hse together.. Saw netball juniors, Geri's classmates (the prefects) and pamela there.. Mini PL gathering sia.. Looonnnggg time no see!.. Miss them all!.. (minus the prefects lah)..lolz! Left ard 10+pm.. Went Jean's place stay overnight.. Then pia project next morning!.. -__-''

Aniwae looking forward to this Fri again! New Year's countdown!!!.. =)

2004-12-23T19:11:00.000+08:00

It's been a boring week.. Sch.. projects..research.. Equals to -__-.. Sooo borrinnngg!! Still not in the mood to study.. Sianz.. Well, who's in the mood to study during Xmas season right? Today's training is cancelled.. Quite glad abt it.. Coz the training's sian too.. With a sian coach that is.. And the team is like shrinking day by day.. Can't even play a proper netball match.. Dun see a future in TP netball..

Aniwae, went out with Leekim yest after class.. But having to pon all her lessons for the day.. Best right?! Cant stand her man.. Keep ponning lessons.. But pls study hard ya?! Went for lunch at NYDC at suntec and to walk ard.. Saw Melanie working at the nike shop at suntec.. Was surprise coz didn't know she work there.. Sian of suntec le then went to town next.. Saw Sockyue at Heeren.. She looks shorter..haha But she like couldn't recognize us.. Nvm.. Leekim bought a pair of jeans from Flesh Imp.. Had desserts at Coffee Club.. Saw Doreen at Somerset mrt.. She was rushing to buy Xmas gifts when all the shops were starting to close le..haha Hope she manage to get what she wants.. Then we headed to Fisherman village for a drink.. Left ard 11.45pm.. Took cab home..

Tml's Xmas eve.. So half day of sch!! Yay! Something to be glad abt! haha.. Maybe meeting Ying after sch ba.. Then ton over at East coast with the Swordswomen! =)

2004-12-13T13:40:00.000+08:00

Yea.. Yest went out with Cheo to watch Blade Trinity at PS.. Pls refer to Cheo's blog for our complains over the butch at the ticket counter if you're interested to know what happened.. Lazy to type it here.. Hehe.. Aniwae its a show abt hunting vampires.. You'll like it if u like action movies.. Well, after the show i went home while Cheo went to meet fiona for swimming..

Then ard 11+pm.. My 3 beloved swordswomen came to my place to help Xiaoser do some art staff, slacked, played bridge and watched Singapore Idol and Star Awards which i recorded.. Full of fun and laughter which irritated my family members.. But who cares.. All i want is fun, fun, fun and more fun!! Lol!! Can't believe we're already into a week of sch.. And i'm still having the holiday mood.. haha.. So glad i didn't have to go sch today!.. Now i'm getting slpy.. ZzZzZz.. didn't really slp last night.. Shall go slp now before going training later.. Will be seeing my Sword gang again..haha

2004-12-11T20:07:00.000+08:00

Cuz it's all in my head
i think about it over and over again
and i can't keep picturin' you with him
and it hurts so bad
yeah cuz it's all in my head
i think about it over and over again
i replay it over and over again
and i can't take it (yeah) i can't shake it no

I can't wait to see you
wanna see if you still got that look in your eyes
that one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
and is a shame that we gotta spend our time
bein mad about the same thing
over and over again
oh but i think she's leaving
oh man she's leaving
i don't know what else to do
i can't go on not lovin you

I remember the day you left
i remember the last breath you took right in front of me
when you said that you would leave
i was to damn stubborn to try and stop you or say anything
but i see clearly now
and this choice i made keeps playin in my headover and over again
(playin in my head)
over and over again
oh i think she's leavin
oh man she's leavin (yeah)
i don't know what else to do
i can't go on not lovin you

Now that i've realized that i'm goin down
from all this pain you put me through
everytime i close my eyes i like it down
oh...i can't go on not loving you

over and over again
over and over again
cuz its all in my head

Over and over- Nelly

2004-12-10T19:49:00.000+08:00

Yay! Finally found someone i know in my french class! Met Michelle there! Leekim's sec sch classmate.. The one who keep calling me 'Banana' for some reason during the sec sch days! And don't even know my name till now! But nvm, i'm glad enough to have her in my class! Lol! =).. Met Xiaoser the birthday gal and the other 2 swordswomen after class on wed.. Went to shop ard TM and later met Michelle and slack at our lao di fang at Wenyan's void deck.. Were exchanging birthday gifts as though it was christmas..lol! While Michelle bought us a watch and an 'anti-bangla whistle' from Hongkong..lol! K aniwae after that we all went our separate ways.. Met Jean for dinner at her place.. Then Xiaoser called to ask me pei her watch Shutter at 10pm.. So left Jean's hse and went back to TM.. It wasn't that scary as my sis already told me what will happen in the show, so i was prepared! Lol! But the sounds made from the movie were intimidating.. So Ser and i had to cover our ears throughout the whole show..haha. Aniwae it ends ard 12am so decided not to go home coz of the high taxi midnight charge! Stayed at Jean's hse and went to sch next morning.. Paiseh -coz wearing same clothes to sch..lol!! But i did bathe ok! haha..

Were busy with lessons and training so didn't have time to blog until now.. Maybe meeting Cheo tml! Yay! We must break record k?! Coz we nv meet up during sch days before..haha so hope to see you tml! =)

2004-12-07T18:49:00.000+08:00

Yest was the 1st day of sch.. As usual, all the projects started coming..sianz.. Aniwae we finally had our netball training after so long.. Thought we'll be training on our own.. But last min got new coach coming down.. In the end we didn't get to train.. Only met our coach to talk about our team and to settle some staff.. He was damn long-winded man! From 6.30 can talk until 8.30.. Think he likes to nag a lot! Can't imagine our future training days with him man..

But aniwae after that we slack ard the sports complex for awhile then we met up with jean and ordered pizza to celebrate angie and xiao ser's birthday at wen yan's place! As usual, i always enjoyed the company with the gals no matter what we're doing! Really looking forward to every training man! haha..

Today's the 2nd day of sch.. Almost fell asleep during lect.. Can't tahan sia even though it's juz the 2nd day onli.. Coz 4 days of the week need to go sch at 9am! What a shit-ty time-table! Damn sleepy -Yawn.. Nth much today.. After sch then came home le.. Actually don't have to go sch tml but i have my french tml! And until now still can't find anyone i know in my french class! Sianz..gonna be a loner liao man.. Shall hate every wed from now on..haha Aniwae think i'll be meeting the swordswomen (Angie, Wenyan and Xiaoser) after lesson tml! Hehe..

2004-12-03T13:02:00.000+08:00

Yo! I'm back! Yest suppose to go to sch with xiao ser to look for our netball teacher-in-charge abt hiring our new coach thing.. It's been months since our last training.. and the sch suppose to help us look for coach and promised that the new coach would come ard late Nov! But now is already Dec and sch's starting soon! So where's our coach?! Damn! Aniwae in the last min xiao ser can't take leave so i've to go alone.. But nvm, in the end i pulled ying along with me and reached sch ard 12 plus.. Then i went to SAA find Looyee but she's on maternity leave till Jan.. K nvm.. Then i ask for sheena then she's on leave as well! Wah piang! Pay so much sch fees, the teachers all no need work arh?! No wonder until now still haven't settle the coach thingy..

Haiz.. Dun wanna talk abt it anymore.. After that we went to TM to catch polar express.. It is highly recommended for kids below 12! In other words, it sux! Lol! Seriously, it's not worth your money coz it's er.. juz for kids! Trust me! One thing good abt it, is the animation..Lol! But aniwae we went to cycle at pasir ris park after that.. Had fun! But butt aching! Lol! Went back to white sands and had our dinner at mac.. It was ard 9 plus but we didn't want to go home so early, so ying came out with the idea to walk home from pasir ris! Lol! We walked all the way to the beginning of express way and got stucked there! Coz it's juz not for any human to walk down the grass patch along the express way! As we walked further, we felt more and more spider webs! Yucks!Juz like walking into a jungle of spider webs! So we decided to turn back to take a bus from the nearest bus stop to bring us thru the express way..Lol! When we reached hougang ave 3, we alighted and continued our walking journey home! Were home ard 12! Legs almost broke! Lol! Damn tired but fun! What a day?! Hahaha!

2004-12-01T18:07:00.000+08:00

Woo~!! I've got a blog! Lol! But this is not created by me! Gosh! I'm a computer idiot, how can i ever do this right?! Lol! This is done by my wonderful sis! Er..did i juz say wonderful?! Lol! okok wonderful only for this time! Heh! Thanx aniwae! =P.. Hmm..been at home the whole day so there's nothing much i can say.. How sad?! But sch's starting soon! That's even sadder! Lol! Sianz..alright that's all for today! Shall update again some day! Aniwae do feel free to keep my tagboard busy yea?! Lol! kk..off i go!..Take care peeps! Tata..